There’s a time when people get sick
and they don’t get better from it,
it goes from get well soon
to I’ll visit your tomb.
There’s this guilt that i can’t kick,
I’ve tried to get over it,
I did not spend enough time with you
when I had the chance to.
I’ll miss you so,
even though, you probably won’t ever know.
There are people that you won’t miss
til they’re gone long enough to let go of your fists
and want them to come back home
or to at least pick up the phone.
I’m still a little ways from this,
you’re still at the top of my list,
maybe you or I will get sick
and we’ll learn to live,
or at least let go
maybe try to grow
from all our past blows.
Until then i’ll miss you so,
even though, you probably won't ever know.
I wanna make up for lost time,
I wanna show you how the time could have been spent,
from all the times I was stubborn,
I’m sorry I get like this
when i’m insecure or lacking confidence
but I hope you know you’ll always be missed
when you’re gone.
I hope there’s a time before you leave
that I’m able to say the things i mean,
like how much you mean
If not I will miss you so
and I hope that you know
even though I probably never showed.
And if I can’t
before we both
get going where we may all go
my love was always known.
released March 10, 2017
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