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Morphine Mornings

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A couple morphine mornings,
when does morning start if at night you aren’t sleeping?
Maybe I was awake, but fever dreaming,
trying to focus on what I was feeling.
They stitched me up, but I felt open,
I miss the days when I felt like I was floating.

No one’s calling my phone,
how can I focus on matters at hand when everyone knows I’m home,
but no one’s trying to say hello?

I thought how dare you leave me
when I needed you the most?
Til i realized how dare I’m needy
based on my problems alone?
I’m sure you’ve heard some things
from different people around the bend,
but please don’t let this be
how it all ends.

A couple nights when I’d overanalyze things you told me,
they don’t mean shit if at night you feel lonely.
I'm trying to be the bigger person,
but I wonder if anyone knows how bad I’m hurting.
I’m getting selfish again,
but maybe myself and I are my only real true friends.

I hope I live to see a day
where I can tell you the truth.
and I hope you tell me
our time apart, it hurt you too.

I thought how dare you leave me
when I needed you the most?
Til i realized how dare I’m needy
based on my problems alone?
I’m sure you’ve heard some things
from different people around the bend,
but please don’t let this be
how it all ends.

Wait I’m not done,
I'll never be.
I can’t just stop that easily.
It’s stubborn and frustrating,
a never ending fascination
with all the worst possible calculations,
of how this might seem
to anyone outside of this thing,
I hope you understand
what this all means
and how I’ve been dealing.

and why I thought how dare you leave me
when I needed you the most.
Til i realized how dare i’m needy
based on my problems alone.
And I’m sure you’ve heard somethings
from different people around the bend,
but please don’t let this be,
no please don't let this be,
I won’t let this be
how it all ends.

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from Demo, released March 10, 2017

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